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Monday, December 14, 2009



King with 4 wives...

Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives.

He loved the 4th wife the most and adored her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another.

He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times.

The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her!

One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, he asked the 4th wife , 'I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!', replied the 4th wife, and she walked away without another word.
Her answer cut like a sharp knife right into his heart.

The sad King then asked the 3rd wife, 'I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!', replied the 3rd wife. 'Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to remarry!'
His heart sank and turned cold.

He then asked the 2nd wife, 'I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me.

When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the 2nd wife. 'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'
Her answer struck him like a bolt of lightning, and the King was devastated.

Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go.'

The King looked up, and there was his first wife. She was very skinny as she suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the King said, 'I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!'


In truth, we all have the 4 wives in our lives:

Our 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it will leave us when we die.

Our 3rd wife is our possessions, status and wealth.When we die, it will all go to others.

Our 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for us, the nearest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

And our 1st wife is our Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

However, our Soul is the only thing that will follow us where e ver we go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of us that will follow us to the throne of God and continue with us throughout Eternity.


Thought for the day:

Remember, when the world pushes you to your knees, you're in the perfect position to pray ..
Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

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* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 11:15 AM

Monday, December 7, 2009



Everyone has their own problems, be it big or small.

Not to forget, small problem is also a problem.

I thought laying low profile is not a bad choice.
But many times people mistaken me as not interested in things they said or do, etc.
How should i prove myself?
I'm slow just because i cannot inform/finish things on time?
I'm have no initiative because I cannot think smartly?
Oh right, if it is the case. Maybe i shouldnt be here.

You people keep me here to make me feel guilty so i can work hard right?
But have you ever think in my shoes?
Personally, i swallowed all those comments you people had made.
I dont want to cause trouble, and i dont want to leave to make all of you in shits.

Thanks for giving me opportunities to make myself more valuable.
I'll also thank you people for scolding me when i made mistakes.
But! That doesnt allows you people to say i'm slow or what.

Do you people know how many times i tell myself "They are saying rubbish to entertain themselves, make people happy is good", and any idea how sad and offended i am?

I'm in no position to talk, and no one to talk to.
I dont really mind if you all say i'm fat and keep asking me to slim down.
But why do you all need to say me even when i'm eating lesser rice?
You all also know one right? Eat Vege/Meat more than rice is better.
Especially when i'm a low metabolism office girl.

And why are you Testing me? Test me for what?! You knew the answer WAY before me.
And you did not tell me a thing about it. Still waiting for me to tell you.
"看你几时会告诉我" this phrase is enough.
I didnt really know that i'm such a failure in your eyes.
You are at a higher position than me, what can i say?

And for Christ's sake, now that She has return and i'm now more free.
But that does not means i'm Always So Free.
You ask me cannot always assume, but you are doing it as well.
Whats the different? You dont even bother to find out if i have things to do before you even say i confirm free.

As i mentioned, I'm in no position to complain.
And even if i did, no one will help me.
So now i can only vent it here.
And if you so happened to see this, please note that i'm juz plain complaining to MYSELF!
I am not expecting another human being reading this, so there were, then i'm sorry.

Bye, back to the Slow&noInitiative me!~

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* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 2:38 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009



I went to my singing lesson as usual yesterday

But this time round, it's slightly different.
I reached Music Clinic as usual around 6.45 pm. (From work)
I'm supposed to be paying the lesson fees last week.
But i delay until this week to wait for Juan, partly also cos i forget about that.
No different la, since i'll still be paying.
Anyway, while i was paying (and waiting for Juan), I saw Peter Tan talking to his friend while holding a box.
I think he noticed me looking at him, obviously wondering what's in his hand.
He said Hello to me and i replied Hi.

Then i took the initiative to ask him whats in his hand. (I know i kaypo)
He told me its his birthday cake.
Then i think for a second, i think i had seen his birthday somewhere.
Ahh~ Facebook loh.. Where else? But i remember that his birthday is supposed to be TODAY!
Then he told me they are celebrating yesterday (earlier), at Music Clinic!

What's more surprising (which is yet expected) is that he mentioned that Kelly Poon and Jocie Guo will be there too!
Ok, i was shocked cos i didnt see Kelly Poon in real life before, so ITS MY CHANCE!

But the 'party' started while im having my singing lesson.
I thought it would be a wonderful lesson again but damn that Act-Like-A-Pro-Singer faggot was there.
Asking all the questions, pretending to be so well versed in singing.
We are learning basic yet he started saying more things which he learnt from some other places.
It's soooooo annoying!

Anyway, funny thing is when lesson ends, we should be heading outside the room already.
But when we open the door, (i believe) all our mind went blank.
So many people outside and all we dunno one.
We then close the door and asked our teacher to accompany us.
When we walk out of the room, many pairs of eyes looking at us.
Not because we are cute and pretty/handsome (though i am =xxxxxx Joke la) but because we are the newbies. Haha!!! So long never got this 'newbie' feel.

But when we reach the main door there, we saw Kelly Poon, Jocie Guo and another guy (at that time i didnt know he's Derrick ) taking photo with Peter Tan.
Then i ask Kelly if we can take photo together! AND YES!!!! Wahaha! (Kelly, Juan and me)
After taking photo, Juan keep asking me if she should request to take photo with Derrick.
We chat while we walk out of the place, but i managed to 'psycho' her to ask. Hahaha!
And so we went back in there and she asked Derrick.
Derrick said yes and *TA DANG* she is happy like siao.
Anyway, Juan took with Derrick 1st then follow by me and derrick!

I not sure if i was feeling DAMN excited, but definitely happy about that.
But Juan is confirm like crazy.
As the photos are taken by their camera, i ask the 'Camera Girl' how to get the photos from her.
She say she will send to us if we leave our email with her.

Now we are both waiting for the photos. Will it be here soon?
Waiting.... And.. THE END


HAPPY Birthday Peter!



* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 9:22 AM

Monday, November 9, 2009



It's been really long since i've update my blog again.

I guess i'm just lazy to update my blog.
Busied with work, online shopping, watch drama series and going out.

Work gave me stress.
I did so many mistakes at work that i dare not say much about it.
Though i tell myself to stay positive, but i think it's hard.
Tell me what kind of person should i react like.
Someone who shows emotions at the very moment?
Or someone who hides emotions and then burst out once in a while?
I not sure which kind i should be.
I show my emotion as fast as anyone can think of.
End up i tell myself to be someone i'm confortable with.

I had been hanging out everyday for last weekend.
Had some photos to post, but will only post them when i'm free.

Went to S.H.E autograph session at Causeway Point on Saturday with Juan=DDDD
I was so worried that i wont be able to get their autograph.
Luckily we went there early.
Early as in.... We reached there at 9am!
Ok la, we are not very 夸张 as compared to others.
I believe they are there for at least 2 hours before us.
Anyway, gotten their signature!
YEAH!

Now my next aim is ...
Get 飛輪海 Music Showcase ticket that will be held on 16 December 2009 at St James Power House!
But damn! It's fcking hard to get ok!
Now got people abusing the market rate loh.
They buy from people to sell to another at a higher price.
I hate them la!
SOOOOOO HARD TO GET!!!

ANYONE has FAHRENHEIT MUSIC SHOWCASE tickets?!
SELL ME PLEASE!


Fine, i'm damn sian by this la! Aiyo!

A few days ago, I saw the Hong Kong drama that i wanted to watch on SALES!
But i didnt buy it, cos i think online should have.
And i went online to find that.
YES! AND I FOUND IT!
Damn! It's nice la. At least got my favourite actresses and actors in it.
Waited for so damn long.. Wahah! Happy!~
Anyway the drama was
宫心计.

Other than all the mentioned ones...
Nothing is something that worth me to remember of... =D
(Meaning - I dont remember others)

Oh yea~ Made a long post~ =DD

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* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 11:11 AM

Sunday, October 11, 2009



I'm in love again .... =D

This time round.... I must say, I'm really have gotten too crazy about Jiro (Fahrenheit)...
That i feel my husband had gotten slightly jealous... Hahah! Joking!
Jiro Wang (汪東城)is the kind of dream guy i like.... Perhaps his style ba... LOL!
Had created a fans club with Juan and is finally open to all!
Feel free to visit or even join us at :

http://ourfahrenheit-sgfc.marlito.com/

The more i look at him, the more i feel he's almost perfect.
His background is quite sad actually, but what he attracted me (not just he's handsome looking) is his determination.
When i felt i'm trying to get myself stronger, i noticed him.
He too, wanna get stronger...

Things he said or mentioned are too similar to what i've been thinking.
How i wish i'm as talented as he is so i can earn a living too.
I'm not complaining about the job i'm having, but i wanna upgrade myself, in the sense that actually to be able to perform well.
And for the job i'm having now, i only HOPED that i can be able to perform.

I went to buy the book that is written by Fahrenheit (原点) and shocked to see how tough he is getting.
He mentioned quite alot about his daddy, whom passed away while he is 18.
My dad passed away when i'm 11.
Of course at that point of time, i am too young to have such feelings.
However, i think of my grandfather more.
He had moved on not long ago and i am still thinking about him whenever i am lonely.

I feel perhaps it's all fated for me to go after this particular idol.
Whichever God that is looking after me, wants me to learn.
Thats what i feel.
And yes, i am being motivated EVEN more....
I will look up to my new idol and to strive to make my family proud of me.

And of course, to make all the unhappiness away from me.
Obstacles do not break my life, neither will your nonsense.....


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* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 9:58 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009



Bear that scared of Lions and Monkeys

Enjoy the video if you have not seen it b4...
I laughed everytime i watch this.



Nice right?! Hahahaha!

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* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 9:38 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009



A thought in mind

It's been long since i felt happy for something I've lost.
Somehow, chatting with someone today really make my day.
We have long lost contacting each other for like, 3 going 4 years.
Reasons will not be revealed.

Great thanks to Facebook... =D And that laggy FB Msger..
Haha! Anyway, Stay happy =D

Lately, not so much trouble/problem i face.
Happier than the past i guess.
Working in a new environment should be scary.
But i feel comfortable with the work and people here.

Also catch up with some friends =D
Yeah, i guess they are my so call 'real friends'.
Life have been as simple and nice as i wanted it to be.
Though there are some regrets that i feel i need to accomplish it within my living years.

Ok, its actually work time that im posting this.
I better head back to my work before anything not supposed to be happening happens.

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* my G L A M O U R dreams_ 10:59 AM